I am a slave to my memory
Don’t waste your time fucking telling me
Move on, forget, don't dwell on the past
If I don't find a way out, I don't know how I'll fucking last
Every day is the same
Not like a day went by
Since I had made a mistake
It's all running together
Like a number of drugs running through the same vein
My obsession is driving me insane
My dreams are becoming my reality
All the nightmares are hitting so hard
It's been days since I had a single night of rest
Without thinking of the pain in my past
All the pain that I’ve caused myself is coming back to me
Every time a shred of memory is brought back to life
I just want to forget. I just want to forget
I just want to forget. I just want to forget
I'll give up everything if I could just forget what I've done
I'm fucking done. Motherfucker I'm done
Repeat, repeat, gimme shock therapy
I need a way out of my misery
Give me, give me, fucking shock therapy
I cannot take anymore, take it all away
There's no relief. Not a moment of peace
Just the voices that haunt me
There's no way to mend my mistakes
When they're always standing right in front of me
There's no relief. Not a moment of peace
Just the voices that haunt me
There's no way to mend my mistakes
When they're always standing right in front of me
Why can't I move on? Why can't I fight for myself?
Why can't I forgive and forget just like everybody else?
I just want this to be done
Even if it means I will forget fucking everyone
Forget fucking everyone
Repeat, repeat, gimme shock therapy
I need a way out of my misery
Give me, give me, fucking shock therapy
I cannot take anymore, take it all away
Repeat, repeat, gimme shock therapy
Give me, give me, fucking shock therapy
Repeat, repeat, gimme shock therapy
Give me, give me, fucking shock therapy
Motherfucker take it away
credits
from Pure Hate,
released May 26, 2020
Recorded, Mixed, Mastered, and Produced by C.R. King
Music and Lyrics by C.R. King
Guitar Tracking by Terren Alexander Weirick
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